I've been thinking... about what I want to do with this life. And how I can be less cautious, how I can be more trusting. I would hate to not try. I wouldn't want to know I had something else to say but kept quiet, either out of fear or complacency. I want to know what it feels like to let er rip. What will that look like? Will I cut my hair into a pompadour and wear a black suit? Will I let my eyebrows grow to their natural thick selves and paste them down in a feathery pattern? Will I make work that is impractical but unforgettable? Will I leave this earth having tried everything? Yes. That's what I will do.