July 4th. I don't care for this holiday. Fireworks are terrible and they scare animals... so... anyway. It is a little blustry outside, grey and cool.This is my one day off between farmer's markets (my side job) and I know I need to work but I don't feel like it. I would rather go home and read my book. A little later I am invited to a BBQ at Leila's house (my childhood friend who now lives here, yes!) so there is that to look forward to. I don't want to feel melancholy but I do.